"What I'd like to do..."
isn’t the same as what’s on the agenda.
If all you do is tell yourself you’d like to do something again and again, but never do it, you’re merely indulging yourself in the possibility of living in that reality.
A fun way to imagine how much fun it would be if you had this or did that.
Of course, it’s easy to daydream. Far harder to initiate.
Ultimately, what you do is what gets done.