No shame in asking
If you’re going to try to learn to play the saxophone, it’s a lot easier if you have an instructor.
And if you’re trying to learn how to build a wesbite, it’s far better to spend some time reading a manual (or taking a class) than it is to waste your time being frustrated trying to figure it out on your own.
Sounds obvious, doesn’t it?
So why the aversion to seeking help?
Why is it so hard to say, “I don’t know what I’m doing” on your way to learning what works.
There’s no shame in not knowing. Only in being too ignorant (or too proud) to ask for directions.